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When the Applause Rises

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There are some songs you don’t just perform. You survive them. 掌聲響起 is one of those songs for me. Every time I hear the opening lines — standing alone on a stage, listening to the applause — my chest tightens. Not because of nerves, but because of memory. This song isn’t about fame. It’s about endurance. About what it costs to stay standing long enough for the applause to come. Image: Sparring-Johnny, wearing black gloves and shirt, stands with eyes closed, concentrating. Two men in the background practice boxing in a gym setting. [ ] As a blind and partially deaf musician, a martial arts champion, an athlete, and now a professional artist sharing work on the world stage, applause has never been something I expected. It’s something that arrived only after countless failures, endless waiting, and years of telling myself one simple thing: 忍耐 — endure. When the crowd claps, the words that echo in my mind are always the same: 經過多少失敗,經過多少等待,告訴自己要忍耐 How many failure...

Unchained Melody – A Birthday Song for the Woman Who Tried

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Today, I sang a song I almost never touch—Unchained Melody. It’s one of those vocally demanding pieces that pushes me to the edge of my range and breath. But I did it today, for a very specific reason: It’s my mother’s birthday. Image:  Three people sit at a white table in a bright room. The wall behind them reads “Do what you love, Love what you do.” They appear relaxed, smiling, and casually dressed. [ ] Now, let’s get real. My mom was not a good mother. Not by a long shot. She isn’t today, either. Most of it wasn’t intentional—she just didn’t know how to be one. Her life was jet-setting, handling my father’s financial affairs, being his mistress, his secretary, his business partner, his eye candy. There was no time—or maybe no desire—for motherhood. Image: at the nightclub opening, soon after I was born. Three people sitting at a restaurant table with blue velvet chairs, enjoying tea and snacks, with large windows and city view. mom on the left, father in the middle, ...